Life at work

Yeah i have worked for 2 days. With my sister of course. It was really2 tiring. I wasn't as strong as i were when i was 17.

Here how it goes. We reported on saturday for work. Okay after all the hassle for first timer, we went to level 5 with the managers of course. Okay. The managers were all phillipines nationals. What a life like seriously. Okay, btw, we worked at MBS Hotel. The job on saturday was to setup for an event for sunday. The ballroom was big. Really it was tiring with heels on my feet. I cant walked in. I wont elaborate more cause i guess i wont forget that day.

And for sunday. OMG. We became servers for the event. Yes the room where we have to setup. What the fuck. We were really suffering on that day. Wont elaborate. I wont forget the day FOR SURE!! I dont really want to do this. I swear. Cause i think its not worth the money. Whatever.

So the pay. Yar. $88 darn. Okay. I thought of reapplying for macdonald call centre or worked as a retail asst. Try me. This is life.

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Ariz's First time

Yes. Today is ariz's first time shitting on the toilet bowl. At last. I am reallu quite happy for him. He is a big sensible mischievious boy. Im glad i do have a son like him who could take care of his sister. I thank ALLAH for him. I really cannot afford to lose him.

Okay da melalut. Kay actually it happens like this. I know that he wants to shit. So i asked him if he wants to yak in the toilet. He agreed. At first when he entered the toilet, he was very reluctant. But then, he still agreed after i persuaded him. Okay then he was squatting on the toilet bowl, okay with me guiding him of course. I dont know why he was so scared. So i ensured him and made him feel safe. So after he felt safe, he continued to do his business. And then he finished, i asked him to flush.

So that was the story. K so if there is any update on hin or his sister. I will write in, if rajen. Cheyh. K with loves.

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2012

Hi. Im actually using bloggerdroid. Trying out anyway. Hahs. Sumpah malas nak update blog. Can i update some other time when i betol2 rajin?

Anyway the best news is im working this weekend with my sister. Happy lagi!!!! Haven't buy shoes plus alter slua. Can weekend come faster. Sunday cash after workkkkkk. Wooohoo!!

Okay excited about work abeyh lame2 post long2. K. Remind me the next time i post psl barbeque CNY, my life, my journey.

With much love. Wawa.

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HAPPY 2012

Hello all. It might be a little too late to wish all of you Happy New Year!!

Anyway, we didn't actually planned new year's outing, it was a last minute plan. And thanks to mum, she looked after my babies, THANK YOU MUM. So yeah, to keep it short, we went out with mamat, apiz and his girlfriend, i guess her name is nadia 0.o Okay. Obviously hubby and me tagged along. We went to east coast park to eat SEAFOOD. Well i wouldn't call it seafood, no offence but it wasn't that nice. Hahaha. I ate abit, surprisingly. After the 'sumptious' meal, hubby and i walked to macdonalds, which i could say it is really damn far. It took us 30 minutes to reach there. OH GOSH. Tiring. I wouldn't called it a romantic walk when i really3 want that badly =.=" cause there's so many pairs of eyes watching us. Oh yeah, we kept our patience by our side for the 30 minutes journey.

** Here's a random one. I found out that fatin was there too. Celebrating new year. What a tough luck. Oh well, i was expecting her and i'm mentally prepared for everything. Thank god, we didn't met her, i guess. Even if we did, i wouldn't want to know. Hahs.

After we reached, we sat at McCafe. After awhile, mamat and apiz went home. We proceeded to macdonalds and meet azri. I swear at that point of time, i was damn shagged. Okay along the way, BLABLABLA, to keep the story short. Hubby and i thought of drinking 1 cup of mixed liqour for him. But then we ended up drinking two cups, dragged. Okay, i didn't know i can do that. IT'S BEEN A YEAR I QUIT DRINKING. THANKS AZRI. Anyway, we then played a simple game, and guess what hubby and each lost 3 times, and for that fucking 3 cups, we had a PURE LIQUOR. Damn, lucky i could hold that. Okay fine. Then we headed straight home in a CAB. So unlucky me, i got a bad headache when i reached home and lucky me, i didn't vomit in the cab. Okay that's for our countdown.

** Well my resolution for 2012 is: Live life like i always did. I know it's lame. BUT THAT'S WHAT WE DID EVERY OTHER YEARS RIGHT? Hhahaha. If i changed, i'm sorry dear. It's you who did this to me. You never appreciate me in the past and now you have nobody to blame but yourelf. I am only protecting my fragile heart and myself.

** Well Friends, i only have 2 + 1 close friends, and one out of the two is my family. Plus 1 is mamat. He is my family too. So, Friends, i won't let you have me today and in time to come. I'm not the one you thought you knew. Peace _|_

Someone that etched in my mind & heart

Yes the title above, THAT SOMEONE. I miss those moments. If i could turn back time, i would go back to that period so i won't be regretting now.

I don't know much about her. YES HER. Her life, her past. The only thing i knew about her is, she is special. Really special. She braced through her life without having regrets and even IF she did have any difficulties, nobody would have known it. She is that someone, who everyone, everybody would like to be with, live with. She is lovable, kindhearted, passionate, strong-willed, pricipled etc. I mean, if i really could list out all her qualities, it will be all good. Her bad points?? I guess it will be hardly noticed. Try your best to spot it. I'm not promoting or boasting about her. She is just that someone special.

Yes, she lived with me. She lived with me for 13years and 4 months. During that part of my life, i only spent a GOOD 1 year with her. What i meant is, really noticed her, talk to her for hours and hours everyday, looked after her, accompany her, knew her etc. For the last 12yrs 4 months, she ill be with me for a very long time. I don't really wish to talk about the bad things that happen in her life because it is all an act of jealousy and envy. What's worse was, it's her own siblings :(

Dear Grandmum / nya'yi (in jawa terms, i don't really know how to spell it, my bad)

I wish i could tell you this. You left me when i was 13. I'm sorry for not waiting on you when i was 12 & younger. I really thought that you would really be together, with us, for a very long time. I was young, playful at that time, i didn't even realised that you once got a stomach ulcer. I swear i didn't knew, exactly, when did you contracted cancer, i just knew you live each day strongly and did not show that you are in pain or having any difficulties. Am i unfilial? Even if you say no, i will say yes. It is because, me, as your granddaughter, didn't even know your age. To me at that time, before you left me, i thought you were mid fifties. You look young, strong, i didn't even realise that at the point that you left me, your age was actually, 83/84?? Who would have guessed it??

Do you know that you are always on my mind after you are gone? I can't seem to forget you. I can't seem to stop loving you. People idolize MUSIC stars or anything. I idolize you and i want to be like you.

Wll i know this is life. I just wish you could be here with me and watch you great grandchilden grow up and guide me through this period. Nobody is here helping me. Telling me what's right and what's wrong. After you left, no one showed me the way, the right. NO one treat me like i existed. There is nobody, no one.

I miss you. I really do. Especially recently. I thought alot about you, everyday, in my conversations, i always mentioned you. i don't know what that means? Am i really far for you to reach? I'm sorry i didn't visit you for a very long time. Just know that you are here in my heart, in me.

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Challenging

2011 - its been a really challenging year for me and my family, although it hasnt come to the end of the year yet. However, life has susprises in store for us though i do not want to state how bad the situation is. Been facing every problem we had bravely, together. Hubby had only 4 months to go through his national service.

Been staying at jb since july. Mum in law has extended our stay till february next year. Cant say much about her, she really likes to test our patience. She have to throw her bad habit of being self centered. It doesnt really do anyone good.

19th October - today, counting down still. Nearing the important date, 31 October, which signifies our 4 years together. The number looked like we have been together for quite long. However, we are still getting to noe each other, throwing all the bad habits. We do alot of things together now though sometimes we dont quite really agree with each other, we share opinions. Our relationship is going strong. I just dont believe bitches can get in our way. Lol. Bitches need more than themselves to see us falling apart. Hopefully, we will atleast last longer than what people will expect, better still, till we are dead.

Well, thats alot more to write but i will continue tomorrow. I really have plenty of time. Now its time to sleep.

Updates

Just a little short update. Congratulations to me cause i got the fucking job. Basically my job title is receptionist cum guest relations officer. Hmm, im not sure how i will cope but im really into finding new experiences. It will be good on my resume :)

Anyway, Found this website called Gmarket. Its a great bargain and best buy products there. Finally, i know what i want to buy for my baby, a G-SHOCK watch. He liked it, why not. It's pretty cheap, for me. 80+?? Yeah. Cool. Andand the clothes, makeup, jeans and stuff there, damn cheap!! Cheaper than bugis ( in comparison for its design) Nice design there. ALOTALOT of varieties.. I like. Now i want start working. Willbuy loads of clothes in this website. Bank transfer!!- for the payment. Coolshitxs sia. I really love it. I foundthis website through facebook. Thanks to you facebook :) I love you too.

Overall, im excited to earn bucks!! okay. 

Today went to hougang with shabrina and ibu and isha. Visiting old neighbours. Its been eons.. Hahahha. Great to see them. And what the hell thing is, they cant identify who is who. They thought that isha is me and me is isha. Weird huh? WTF!! Hahahha. Neymind. Overall, AWESOME!!

kay folks. Here it is. My journey, my life :) Peace!!

Fuck me!

I don't even know why my blog is soooo DEAD. Haiyah. Pretty obvious i have no time to blog. Stupid or whatt?? Okay. I want to change my blogger layout. But im too LAZY!!

Now, Time check: 12.59am

Baby da masok camp tadi. He took the risk of booking in late but he informed them la. So, its okay. So sweet of him. I appreciate what he has done. He want to spent time with me, ariz and his bestfriend, ayie. Yeah we went out to MARINA BARRAGE! Yeah its like the first time in my life! Gerek ar! Haha. Okay the problem with me is kn, i super lazy to upload pictures. Hahahaha. Maybe one day, when baby is at home to help me look after both of them, and nobody is at home. Perhaps i'll be a lil rajin to upload pictures. And that episode will be like all pictures. So dont expect any updates, Kalau rajin, whyy not seyh. Hahaha. So yeah, like fun seyh just now, Hubby and ayie with their super MERAPEKS. And we laughed till our perot pecah! Wakaka. Okay, super kecorables! WakakakA!

Tomorrow is my interview. As a receptionist at a backpackers hostel. Im going to try my luck there. Why not? okay will continue some other day. Catching up with my cousin, Hakim.

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Laziness

I miss camwhoring. Since i have two children, i don't even bother to take a picture

of us. Or even me. This is my latest photo, after i gave birth to arissa.

Period.

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Dead

Heyy.. My blog seems dead. Have not been updating for a loooong time. Yeahh, even though im at home almost everyday, it doesnt mean that i have plenty of time.

Okay, firstly, everything is back to normal. I hope so it will get better.

Secondly, valentines gift is ready for collection. Yeahh, it might not be what he wants. But its from the bottom of my heart. Hope he cherished it. I dont know when can i collect it however, it's going to be before valentines. Sorry baby, it might not be a watch. Perhaps on your birthday after i collect money :))

Been going out lately. Can't update much anyway. Will update once free. Perhaps later in the morning. Hahhaa.

Okay. Need to look after arissa.

Love wawa

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Miss you baby

Dear, i miss you sooo much. 1 more year to go. I need to endure another year of bullshit. I don't want this kind of life seriously. Nevermind, no use fretting. Ibu (mum-in-law) came again today to take arissa's birth cert and passport size photo. Yeah. These few days been having headache and flu. But i can't give in to illness. I need to be strong cause i have to take care of my kids. Well, this is my life and i have to accept it. So stay strong and be happy :)

Anyway, i'm still in confusion. Hahaha. Okay, irritated. I really don't know what to buy for him. Yar, it's decided. A perfume but what brand and which one. Oh gosh. Let me show the pictures.

That's it. Help me please. Asked around and most said hugo boss. But which smell nicer.

And yar, tomorrow going out with ibu. Hopefully, the rain will spoil the mood. Surveying the perfumes that i've stated above.

Period.

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Happiness

As stated yesterday, i thought of going out today but as you cab see, it's been raining since yesterday. Like OMG!! So i don't think it's a good idea to go out. Kids can easily fall sick and i can't afford that. So we stayed home today. And hubby got news from his camp that he needs to book in by 2200hrs instead of 1800hrs. So we spent time at home, played around with ariz and arissa sleeps the whole day. So yeah, we were happy, and that's the thing.

Okay that's all :)

Okay updates, now is 31.10.11 @ 0102hrs

Baby text me just now and told me that his sgt put him to a 2 day field camp. So what the hell is that suppose to mean??!! Yes. He will be back on a FUCKING tuesday. Thank you very much sgt. You people really testing my damn patience, always making use of people and have a habit of informing my baby last minute. Don't ever let me see you. Hiakdush!!! Wahh!! Gona mish him so much laaa. Hmm. Im waiting for arissa's milktime. What the super hell!! It's so damn cold. Can't stand it. Hahha. Talking to baby now.

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29.01.11

Yesterday, went out to take a passport sized photo of arissa. Cause ibu (mum-in-law) is coming on sunday night to take the picture and birth certificate. Ibu wants to make arissa's passport. Okay, So yesterday, hubby decided to visit kakak nurul. So we went to tampines, settle arissa's thingy and then we went to kakak's house. Ariz, the entertainer. Hahaha. Everyone was entertained by him :) Anyway, it's a crowd at kakak's house. Felt a little awkward. Got to meet kak lin too :) Hmm. Didn't take pictures, again.

I have a stupid bad habit, of not taking pictures!! Haiyah, need to get used to it one day. Hahaha. Nevermind.
** Still thinking about the pit, not sure if we want to go or not.

Random posts: Comparing & contrasting. Stop doing that. You are living in what age?? This is not the time to do that. Really, i can't stand this type of people. For your information, by comparing and contrasting, you are not doing any good to anyone EVEN to yourself. Cause you will make your life miserable by trying to be the best among all and you will be upsetting the people around you. Remember, happiness doesn't come easy. So don't lose it.

** Yeah, planning to go anywhere, wherever which is possible. But can't seem to think of a place. Haiyah. Want to bring ariz out to have some fun or he will be bored to death for the next few days. Hahaha. Poor him. See how it goes for tomorrow. Or else, just forget it. Lagipon, hubby needs to book in by 6pm. What the Shit!!

That's all folks. Byebye~~

Dilemma

Eyoooo! Okay, it's not a big deal, i mean like so BIG dilemma like a BIG decision making in my life. It's just that im still confused of what to buy for valentines day - for HIM. I want to buy for him a perfume but i bought 1 for him last year but unfortunately, he broke it. He wants a watch but he needs the perfume. So a want and a need.. Hmm.. Yea!! Figure it out. Cool, by typing, i figured out something. Yea! Okay, that's it. Thanks alot blog, you helped me ;)

Anyway, hubby came back, tonight and is helping to take care of arissa. However, he needs to book in on sunday cause he got detail on monday till 2359. It means, he will be back, real late. Shit! Anyway, i need to endure this right? Yar, what to do. 

I don't know whether it's just me or my grudges. I've been feeling alot of hatred in myself. I guess i need to relax myself. And needs to have some peace. Ibu (mum-in-law) is making arissa's passport soon, that's a good sign. So i can go back JB on weekends, to have a peace of mind. Really. Too much pressure, here. I need to throw away the hatred, so i can live in peace. :)

Okay that's it for today. Nothing interesting to post.

Peace out peeps.

Thoughts...

Yeah, i've been thinking about it very much, lately.. What's the thing best to get for hubby - valentine's day. Yeah, i don't know what's the best thing that i want to buy for him. I've limited budget. He didn't know anything about this. I've bought him, a wallet, slippers, shirt and i don't think i want to buy the same things again. I guess i'm gong to buy him a watch. Yeah, i got it. But, i didn't know if i want to buy it or not. Still in 'confusing' mode, Well nevermind.  Still got two weeks to worried about that :)

Anyway, hubby is not at home - as usual, DUTY!! Wahh!! How i hate that, seriously sia. That place, his camp, is a place worse than shit seyh! Fuck la. Woah! And i can't imagine during CNY.. Omg! The chinese gets 8 days leave, so what's that going to mean? The malays have to do everything in the camp?? Oh fuck! That place lacks humans okay. That's why hubby needs to go for duty, or even LAST minute duty. Really, FUCK them. Ohh What A Fate! Anyway, 1 more year to go! Jiayou!!

Random post : I really want to puke seeing ugly girls trying to look pretty in the pictures, ESPECIALLY the fat trying her best to look thin in the pictures, the ugly face trying to look cute or pretty or even HORNY in the pictures, and this part is the best - despite their efforts to do everything they can to look good in the pictures, they still need to edit to look even more prettier! And guess what, in reality they are damn fucking ugly, really, turn me off! But this type of girls, exists almost everywhere. It's not that im affected, it's just that i'm turned off or even feel like puking!! It's just that i felt disgusted. I guess it's not me alone. People who can't be natural in pictures = they are ugly in reality. Period.

What's next?? Ohh yar, my dear daughter, i don't what's up with you these days. You are really trying to be difficult depriving me of my rest and sleep and even a lil bit of time to entertain your brother. I guess either it's something wrong with you or you are about to change, i mean like your 2 months is coming, Yeah! So fast!

And, atlast, uncle helmy came to visit you kids. Hahaha. Helmy was shocked when he saw ariz could walk already. It's been a long time since uncle helmy played with ariz. When i'm at jb, uncle helmy would pamper ariz to the fullest, play with him, feed him etc. Yeah. Uncle helmy has visited arissa too. Atlast.

Okay that's it, Arissa prangai kepe! it's 0222hrs now! Damn arissa!
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Appreciate

Yesterday, i was having migrane and yar, it hurts very much, i cant barely open my eyes. Then i was down with flu and cough.. Next, sorethroat, i guess. Ibu helped me take care of arissa. Thanks ibu. I woke up at 0545, needed to do something, feeling groggy. Yeah. And i thought i can stayed up till arissa's milktime. However, i just felt asleep, again. Anyway, i can't hear arissa's cries. Luckily Sidek was home and wake me up. So, still feeling that im still in %@* land, i made her milk while sidek helps me to calm arissa. Thanks sidek. & the weirdest part is, i dont even know when i slept and when the fuck did i open the door for hubby. Haiyah! Think i was too tired and the migrane just worsened it. I woke up at around 10++am, still feeling giddy but not in any land. Hahaha. Yeah and i saw hubby, start questioning him and yar! tadaaaa.. Didnt even know that he was back. Okay. Last but not least, im having what most girls are having, menses -.-" No wonder, i started to eat non-stop, shit non-stop and my stress level - to the max siol! Hahaha. Okayokay.

To Hubby: Thanks dear for taking 2 day leave, for me. Actually, a day leave is enough for me to rest :) I know you are worried about me. Really, alotalot of thanks. Appreciate it alots.

Ibu(mum-in-law) came today to visit ariz & arissa. She bought ariz's & arissa's milk, also daily home necessities. She bought quite alot. I know ibu misses ariz's company at home and she's happy that arissa is growing up real fast. Yar, she likes fat, chubby babies. Well-fed la.

Period.

Boring

Woah. Im bored. Woke up in the morning, found hubby still sleeping and that means he was late for work. Haiyah, time check, 1103. Time passes so slow. Im so sleepy but i need to go toilet to pass motion. Isk, Kene tahan lahh pulak. Tak senons la. Arissa is sleeping, like an obedient girl. Lately she have been smiling and talking,  ALOT! And on one occassion, i heard her laughing! Though it sounds weird, its cute! Wakakaka! Okay.

Actually this is a random posts. Im bored. Ariz followed ibu to meet her counsellor and also she is accompanying her friend to family court. Perhaps she will be back late. So basically, now, im doing nothing other than typing nonsence here and waiting for arissa's milk. And ohh yar, i forgot! On saturday, when we were slacking with the yishun people, i saw fatin!! Yup, its been sucha longgggg time since i last saw her. I kinda missed her. Ohh yar, i missed my other ITE friends too especially riza. Its been a long time since i met her. I know she has her difficulty but i hope she will overcome it. Wish her happiness..

**And i miss my bestfriend and her son! Ibu said your son looks abit like arissa and i agreed -.-" Awak pulak busy kerje. Ishk. Nevermind, when i go back JB, let's meet at your house. This CNY. Hoping that hubby will not be reporting for work.

Okay bye.

Hahaha.. Login lagi.. Nak edit-edit lahh. Time check, 1727.

Okay, my dearest ariz Have not reached home yet!! Isk! Miss him larhh! The sad thing is, hubby is on duty again. Hubby said that they are short of drivers. It's only for 2 days and 1 night. Nevermind. And, the bad thing is, i have a bad headache and im perspiring infront of 3 fans. Trying to keep awake. Have not been having enough rest for the past few nights.. Yeah, for my kids, why not? Though arissa's crying worsens my headache and stress level, i'll still persevere. And anyway, arissa has been a very good girl today.

**Ibu i've been messaging you every 2 hours. Please bring my son back home!!!!!!!! I'm bored!!!

Okay, bye-bye.

My blog, my say.

Its my blog, my say. Tak suke, jangan bace lahh bodohhh. Tuu pon nak kene bilang. Kalau nak kepoh bace sini, bace sane, jangan nak comment-comment. Tengok dulu hidup tu betol tak betol. Maruah, harga diri, jage dulu. Kalau nak kasi tahu, masuk CNN. Buat untok org berkire. Tak pernah nak fikir orang buat ape untok die. Fikir. Jangan jadi tak tahu malu downgrading yourself, mintak kesian.

Now, people like to ask for sympathy. Like i care. Bilang sini, Bilang sane. Its okay. And nowadays, people are like dogs. When people say this, they do. When people say that, they also do. Hahs. I pity those people who dont have a mind of their own. I really pity those people.

Have a great, fun and outgoing night yesterday. Meeting up with the YISHUN people. Ariz.. was hilarious. Lovable. Alot of people likes him. Didnt take pictures yesterday as battery was flat. Nevermind. I have met my bestie, yishun people. And now, ITE people. Will plan something soon. Must wait-wait. Okays.

P.s: Buka mulut, busuk. Angry is not my happiness. My unhappiness is the selfish you. Immature adults taking out on kids.

Family is enemy

Sometimes, sadly but true, that a family can turn into your enemy. Sometimes i just wished that i don't have to be born into this family. I just hate that my family members has all turn into selfish people. They don't appreciate what people do for them. They take things for granted and they don't consider other's feelings. Now; why should i bloody care for people who don't know how to appreciate what others do for them, specially those that are unrelated to them.

To isha : How do you even know that i'm going to delete you from my facebook and blocked you? Ohh thank you for taking the trouble to do that. Cause i don't wish to see the selfish YOU. Im also deleting you from my life. It is really not worth it wasting time and energy into you and your family. Even if you are going to stay by the roadside. Very well. I don't give a FUCK to you. Thank you.

Well arissa is now growing. Ariz too. Now trying his bestest to run and also to sing. Hoow cute, a boy, he is. He is very adorable. I love them. Very much.

I wish to move out soon. However mum in law says, just ignored them. Just wait for the time and move in with her. I don't want my children to instill their bad attitudes. Idiot. Come faster month 6.

Period.

Love wawa.

Updates

Hey its been awhile since i last updated my blog.

There was an LTG outing on Sunday, 16 Jan'11. It was planned a week before the actual date. However, Last minute it got really cocked up, nobody came to the outing except shab. What the Fuck! But actuslly, I dont really mind or care whether the others attend the outing. It was damn fun that night. We went karaoke at grandlink. The system there is different from last time. We need to present our membership card to the security officer whereby we will get a chop on our hand. We went in and proceed to our room. OH yeahh. Ariz n Fatehur can really sleep when we really went crazy in the room. Hahaha.. Hubby and Faizal were having a hell of great fun. We took pictures, not that much. Shabrina came at around 7+pm cause she was working. We continued taking pictures and everyone famished by then so we went out and decided to eat. (Hubby's ipod was in the karaoke room, Lucky enough he went back fast to search for his DAMN ipod) Okay back to the story, somehow or what, we decided to eat malay food. Okay no fast food!! We reached the foodcourt or whatever it is called, and that's when the story telling started till we slacked at coffee bean. It was somehow fun, hilarious and weird when we were recalling our secondary school days. While katy, shab and me were engrossed in the stories we, ourselves recalled, The Guys were having fun listening and laughing to our past. Hahaha. They commented and make fun of it, and hell yeah, Overall it was fun..! Will upload some pictures. Not all. Okay.
** To one of them , Nur Liyana : I made a post at my wall, referring to all of you. OHH please dont get affected, Kalau ko nk tahu, ko time lambat lahh gal. Sblm ko nk heboh2, zaman aku dabes lahh joy. Take note eyh, you dont mean a thing to me. Cause ppl like you are two-faced. Nak tahu apesal aku tk contact korg? Korg tk worth it lah! Take care.

Yeahh, days past and im still a housewife. I cant stand it staying in this house, like seriously. I really want to move out for the sake of my children. No freedom, no space, no privacy and even no control of my own children. Eyes are lookiing, ears are listening. My marriage life is not a show for people to look and comment. I dont like it. Whatever we are doing, people are watching. nI really do have the urge to go back JB to teach my children proper disciplinary and also assure them a roof over their heads and also have sufficient food to eat however the thought of no friends there, Haiyah. Yeah i got my bestest friend there, but she is not at home everyday except sunday. Wtf. Hahaha. Let me think about it first.

okay, thats all.. Will inform of any further updates.